1. What is your full name? Do you have a nickname?
My name's Devet...just Devet.
Most people call me either Devet or Dev--and my mother calls me Devvie...-__-
2. How old are you? When is your birthday?
I have seventeen years. I was born on the second of Faiz.
[February]
3. Where were you born? Where do you live now? Are you patriotic?
I was born and raised in a small town named Kenser. I'm still here.
And I guess if you were to ask anyone, they'd tell you I am quite the opposite of patriotic.
But I love Kenser, they just don't see that.
4. Who are/were your parents? (Names, occupations, personalities, etc.)
I don't really know my father, he died of an illness [that my mother won't tell me about] a few months before I was born.
My mother's name is Rose, and her job is basically handling the little kids in Kenser--sort of a universal babysitter. She's really good with kids, but it seems once the child reaches a certain age, she sort of loses her ability to relate to them. Especially if they're rather on the anti-social and shy side--like me.
5. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?
I have--excuse me--had an older brother. He was about three years older than me, but he committed suicide for reasons I'd prefer not to disclose...He was an amazing person. Strong, opinionated, had a big heart, and he really understood me. He was sort of the ties between my mother and me that kept the household together. Since he's been gone, it's been a real mess.
My brother had the tendency to be a little too outspoken, however, which got him into a lot of trouble. He had these opinions--theories--about the puppeteer, that many of the locals did not appreciate. That brought a lot of chaos into the family. But he meant well, my mother and I knew this.
6. What is your occupation?
I do not currently have an occupation. I'm too young to really work. [The exception to the rule would be farmer's kids like Koanis...not me]
7. How tall are you? How much do you weigh?
I'm roughly five foot, eleven inches and I weigh around 156lbs.
8. What color is your hair? What color are your eyes?
I have raven colored hair like my mother, and amethyst eyes like my father.
10. To which social class do you belong?
Working class.
11. Do you consider yourself to be attractive? Do others?
I guess there's something about me. It's a well known topic, that the puppeteer created us puppets to be as attractive as he could create.
12. What is your style of dress?
I dunno, casual, I guess. There's not much difference in the clothing here, minus a few obvious factors between genders. Bright colors, and I usually prefer lighter fabrics since I tend to get warm easily.
13. Do you have any scars? Tattoos? Birthmarks? Other unique physical features?
I have threads connected to my wrists, shoulders, my neck, knees and ankles.
14. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?
I'm allergic to shellfish, actually--scary thing, really. [Which makes things a little difficult, considering a major part of our culture's diet is fish...]
I also get tired really easily.
15. Are you right- or left-handed?
Left-handed.
16. What does your voice sound like?
Like a voice? On the deeper side, people tell me I always have this tone like I'm preparing to contradict everything I just said--a sort of awkwardness.
17. What kind of vocabulary do you use?
Clear, simple language, I try to watch what I say, and carefully choose my words.
18. List three quirks or other defining characteristics:
I'm very fidgety, it comes from being a rather nervous person.
I really don't like the dark at all.
And I don't really talk a lot.
19. How often do you bathe? Do you wear perfumes?
Daily, and no.
20. What kind of facial expression do you commonly wear (dour glare, wry smile, etc)?
I don't usually have a facial expression, and if I do it's a frown. Maslin and Koanis have both said that my facial features make it look like I'm always thinking about something.
21. Do you use body language? How?
I tend to gesture when I speak, and often times the way I fidget makes it easy to tell how I'm feeling.
22. Do you have a commonly used saying?
I'm not sure, if I do, I haven't noticed.
Childhood
23. What is your earliest memory?
My earliest memory [considering I have a pretty bad memory] would be when I was in school when I was---eight? I remember getting into a fight with this kid because I didn't have a father. I don't know what made it any of his business, but he made it his business, and he teased me about it. I wanted to hit him, but I just couldn't.
24. How much schooling have you had? Did you enjoy it?
Kids in Kenser are required to get some kind of schooling from the ages of four to fifteen.
School was school, I liked it because I could see my friends--but then again, in a town like this, I didn't really need an excuse to go see them. We're not that far from each other.
But I guess I like learning, but school just doesn't teach the things I like to learn about, things like reading and basic math, I get that. I understand that, it's not enough of a challenge for me. I got bored easily in school, it was a tough time.
25. Where did you learn most of your knowledge and skill?
My brother and school. Mostly my brother though, he taught me more of the useful skills, things you need to know in order to survive. Life lessons, so to speak. He taught me about the world, and to think for myself. "Letting someone else think for you is dangerous. Not everyone knows the difference between right and wrong, learn and decide for yourself."
26. How would you describe your childhood in general?
It wasn't that different from anyone elses childhood, really.
I mean--I was quieter than most of the other kids, didn't have the same interests. I would've rather sat down in read instead of running amuck around the town and getting into trouble.
Like I mentioned before, I was teased a lot, for my father, for being quiet, for being the skinny kid. I don't really think it bothers me now as much as it did then.
27. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
I wanted to be a sailor. It seemed like the perfect way to get away from what was going on around me.
28. When and with whom was your first kiss?
That's not exactly a fair question.
29. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
Yes, I am, thank you very much.
30. Do you have a notorious or celebrated ancestor? Does that affect you?
My brother was 'notorious' in a way. The town 'freak', the crazy one. It did affect me. My family is sort of looked down upon because of that, and even after Taeo's death, the town still speaks.
Influences
31. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?
My brother's death. It's strange to call it anything but a 'traumatic' event, but it's the truth. It changed my life, sometimes I wonder if it was for the worst, or the best.
32. What do you consider your greatest achievement?
I'm not sure if I can consider anything I've done so far an 'achievement', (and I know I've been using a lot of quotes--but sometimes I feel like the words aren't quite the right words to use.) considering everything I've done so far turns out wrong.
33. What is your greatest regret?
Ever agreeing to help Taeo with his goals.
But even then--I would've probably regretted it had I not done anything.
34. What is the most embarrassing or shameful thing ever to happen to you?
Me, personally? In school, during the early years, I was locked in a storage closet for a few hours. It probably wouldn't have been so bad if I wasn't so claustrophobic and afraid of the dark at that age. Ever since then--I've really had an aversion to small, dark places.
35. Do you have any secrets? If so, what are they?
There's nothing really that I hold as a secret; someone's bound to know something.
36. What is the most evil thing you have ever done?
It may not be evil, but it must've been something horrible to convince Maslin to help me, even though I knew we'd both get into so much trouble. I could've just gone alone and spared everyone else, but no, I had to drag Maslin along.
37. When was the time you were the most frightened?
I don't think any particular moment stands higher than the rest. I get scared a lot, that's in my personality.
38. Have you ever traveled outside of your country? If so, to where?
There isn't any outside of my country--my country, Munoria, is more of a small 'planet' so to speak. After a certain point, there is no more land, and that's it--just space.
Beliefs
40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?
I like to say I'm a realist, but I know and am willing to admit, that I am a pessimist. It's hard for me to see that brighter side to things. But I suppose that's what Maslin's for, to balance my pessimism with her optimism.
41. Do you believe in a god? If so, which one and why?
I believe in the puppeteer. I agree that something had to create this world, but I know that he isn't the one responsible for everything that occurs.
Sometimes I don't know what to believe.
42. Do you believe in an afterlife?
Honestly, I'm not sure.
Part of me thinks that when I die, I'll just get lowered into the dirt, and I'll be fertilizing the roses. The other part of me thinks I'll be sentenced to the flaming pits of hell for everything I've done.
Like I said, I'm not sure what to believe.
43. What is your greatest fear?
Failing. Honestly, death scares me. The very idea of not being scares me.
It's silly to be afraid of such a thing, because I know it'll happen, but right now--maybe I'm not ready, but I just--death frightens me.
44. What makes you angry? Sad? Happy? Why?
Things that make me angry--- my mother, sometimes she's just intolerable. She's smothering, and I hate being smothered. Other times she's trying to dig things up, trying to make me remember and think about things that I try to push back and forget.
45. Do you think people are basically good or basically evil?
I honestly don't know. I'd like to think people are basically good, but I can't help but be skeptical.
46. What are your views on politics? Religion? Sex?
47. What are your views on gambling, lying, theft, and killing?
48. How far will you go to defend your beliefs?
I guess I'd go pretty far. I mean--yeah...pretty far.
49. How much do you value money?
Currency isn't much of a priority in Kenser. Usually it's a trade type of market. But if I have money, I make sure I don't lose it, or it doesn't get stolen.
50. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?
Make an entire nation belief something is--when it isn't.
51. Do you believe in self-sacrifice for the greater good?
I guess--you do what you have to do. I believe that that was what Taeo had done, and while I know I wish he was still around, I know that in some way it was necessary. It opened people's eyes--made them think.
52. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
Get back to me on that.
53. Are you superstitious?
I can be, but I'm slowly getting out of it.
54. How much do you respect the beliefs and opinions of others?
I try to leave people and their beliefs alone, but when I'm forced to participate in the beliefs and opinion's of others, I can't help but pick at what they think and pin-point what's wrong with it.
55. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings?
Painfully honest--but it's not intentional.
56. Do you have any biases or prejudices?
I can't afford to be bias.
Dealing With Others
57. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
Before, I would have to say my brother, but since he's not around anymore, I guess I'd have to pick someone else. Maslin's very important to me--she always tries to help, and she understands the way I think. Sometimes she just doesn't get it, but the difference is, she tries, and that's more than anything I could wish for.
58. Who is the person you respect the most? Despise the most? Why?
I'm not sure if I truly respect anyone for any specific reason. I mean--I have great respect for my brother, Koanis and Maslin but I couldn't begin to tell you why.
59. Do you have a significant other? Who?
I guess as far as 'significant others' would go, I suppose I could consider Maslin my significant other.
60. Do you have a lot of friends? Who is your best friend?
I don't. I have a few friends, Tak, Yulu, Cajona, Josa, even though I don't
61. How do you relate to members of the same race? Class? Sex?
I have trouble relating to anyone really, but I suppose it's easier when it's someone like you.
62. How do you relate to members of a different race? Class? Sex?
Like I said, I have trouble relating, but it's a lot harder when you're in a completely different category, y'know?
63. Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.
Once.
64. What do you look for in a potential lover?
Someone who's caring, who understands, and will back me up when I'm right--or even close to right, and doesn't have the problem telling me when I'm wrong.
65. How close are you to your family?
Since my mother is the only ounce of family I have left, I'd say, not that close.
66. Do you want a marriage, family, and/or children?
I guess, someday, I mean--who doesn't at some point in their life--right?
67. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?
I'm definitely the kind of person who avoids conflict at all costs.
But I seem to lack the ability sometimes.
68. Are you a listener or a talker?
I'm a listener...I'm not much for carrying a conversation.
69. How long does it usually take for you to trust others?
For incremental amounts of trust, not long, but to fully trust someone is something rare for me.
70. Do you hold grudges?
I try not to, but sometimes I get so angry, I just can't help but dwell on it for a while.
71. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?
Haha. No.
72. Do you like interacting with large groups of people?
I hate crowds, hate them. Ugh, even thinking about them -shudders-, no.
73. How well do you express yourself?
Too well. I have eyes like an open book, they can read me like a map, my face is like a window--blah, blah. I can't seem to hide how I feel from people. I can express emotion fairly well, I suppose, but getting it into concrete words is a bit more troublesome.
74. How quickly do you judge others?
Very quickly, sadly, but I have to, it keeps me safe.
75. Do you care what others think of you?
At this point, I think it'd be foolish of me.
76. Do you have any enemies? How or why are they your enemy?
Ha. I have quite the amount of enemies. Go against the word of the town and automatically you're like-- a terrorist or something.
It's safe to say that a good majority of the city [and a few surrounding cities] are my enemies.
Personal Taste and Opinions
77. What is your favorite pastime? Color? Food? Possession?
I like to sleep--remember when I mentioned that I get tired really easy? Yeah.
My favorite color is purple--surprisingly enough for a male but--I don't know, I like it.
Vegetables are good. I like pretty much any kind.
I'm not sure really on a possession though--maybe my brother's journal, in reference to things I couldn't bear to lose, y'know?
78. What are your preferences in arts and/or entertainment?
I don't really have a preference, if it's good, I'll like it.
79. Do you smoke, drink, go whoring, or use drugs? Why or why not?
Definitely not.
80. How do you spend a typical Saturday night?
Home--reading.
I used to hang out with Koanis but--that doesn't really happen anymore.
81. What is your most cherished fantasy?
That my brother would still be alive, and that maybe--maybe I knew my father.
82. How long is your attention span?
As long as I need it to be--unless I'm thinking about something.
83. Do you laugh a lot? What do you find funny?
I guess I laugh a moderate amount.
84. Is there anything that shocks or offends you? If so, what?
I think I'm more of the one who does the shocking and offending.
85. How do you deal with stress?
I usually try to put it off, not think about it, y'know? Eventually it builds up though and well...it's not a nice view.
86. How much athletic ability do you have? Artistic?
Like, none. At any of that. I have no talent at all. Athletic is a bit hard when I usually have no energy. [But I assure you, I can assert force if I need to] and I can barely draw a straight line. It's sad.
87. Do you like animals? Do you like children?
I like animals--not as much as Koa, but they're okay.
Ahh, children. -makes a face- I really don't like them.
88. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?
I like plans, yes.
89. What are your pet peeves?
People who are noisey. I hate loud things.
Self-Image
90. What is your greatest strength as a person? Weakness?
I think for both answers it'd be my willingness to make someone happy.
I guess sometimes it can get me in trouble.
91. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
My reluctance to accept things how they are. And maybe my pessimism. It annoys even me sometimes.
92. Are you generally introverted or extroverted?
Introverted, no question.
93. Do you like yourself?
Most days I don't have a problem with myself.
94. Do you have a daily routine? How do you feel if your day is interrupted?
Most days I do. I don't really care if it's interrupted, it's not like it's a set in stone routine.
95. What goal do you most want to accomplish in the next six months? Your lifetime?
I think it would just be a great feat to keep myself out of trouble for a while.
96. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? 10 years? 20 years?
I don't know, maybe I could chase that dream of being a sailor?
Maybe I'd be married--you know, in love and all that.
But really, I'm not a mystic or a fortune teller--I can't predict the future or any of that.
97. If you could choose, how would you want to die?
Peacefully, please.
98. What is the one thing you would like to be remembered for after your death?
For changing society for the better. Freeing people.
99. What three words would you use to best describe your personality?
quiet, weak, faithful.
100. What three words would others probably use to describe you?
Quiet, strong, troublemaker.
101. Why are you risking your life to adventure?
Because my brother can't anymore.
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There! Now you can read it. Devet's 101.
I hope it all makes sense. I sort of zoned out through most of that.
It's weird how sometimes it feels like they really are the ones speaking. >__>
Maybe I'm just crazy. lol